When faced with an unknowing, abyss of a decision, i tend to change my mind a lot. one moment lets do it, the next, absolutely not. i cant really always fathom the kind of feelings it takes for me to muster up the strength to just go ahead and..."live" as i would tend to label it, that is to simply not care about reaction of it, and just jump, head first, without light, boat or paddle, and see where you end up.
lately ive wanted to simply jump and not care but soon as i take a step toward the edge; what ifs show their ugly little faces and i cower out in fear of what was and what can be.or cant be.
maybe this is a life lesson, very slowly and not easily learned like id like to.
maybe if there was a subtle hint.
maybe if i just said it.
oh how life might, maybe, just...change.
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