Fragile

life is utterly too fragile and short..

Ive come to that age where the prominent members in my family are beginning to pass on to the next life, for better or worse. it really puts a sense of urgency in my spirit..urgency to spread the Word of God to my family and friends, urgency to move on toward my goals and dreams and an urgency...to love.

Thanksgiving

oh man...today....well lets start with yesterday...
last night someone picked up my keys after they had fallen out of my pocket and someone else set them on a table...someone took them..home.suck. so now i dont have car keys nor a car. so today my plans had to be canceled.a few friends invited me over luckily and i got a really great last minute call from Christian inviting me over, which meant more than i think he knows because id like to think that he sees me as more than just a mentor or leader in his life, but also as a friend. the whole gesture and everyone behind it really did touch my heart even though it was something as simple as a phone call...sadly i did have to decline because not 10 minutes before that i agreed to spend it with another friend of mine and their family.which was stupendous also, but know that i would have been there in a heartbeat had i not already had plans.i appreciate it guys.


all-in-all today was good.

the FIRST thanksgiving ive ever had where we sat at a table and ate.
and deinately the first where we first prayed before we ate.
Thank You Jesus for Loving me enough to pull me out of sin.to Die for me...

I am thankful for that.and everything else follows.

God Bless.

-Sean

i lost

my kar ceys...suck.


nuf said.

Oh Man

today, to say the least was great. i needed that, i haven't been having too many awesome days lately and this really took a load off of my shoulders, thank you to all of you who were apart of it. it really does mean a lot to me, when i was growing up people really didn't want me around so when i feel like people do it is especially meaningful. I've really come to appreciate good friends nowadays, they're not easy to come by but when you do find them, nothing on Earth could possibly make you happier. I'm still standing, as tough as it may be from time to time, even though i may feel all but spiritually hyper, exasperated i suppose would be the best word, im still going, remembering no matter how hard i try i can never take more than one step at a time. thank you to everyone who was there and will be in the future.

you rock.

Pics

i totally accidently deleted all the pics off of my phone today...im sad.

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first blog ftw.